It all in a WishList

New

2011-07-15T13:04:00.000+08:00

New School, New Enviroment. New People. New Thing.

So many things that I wanna say, but I don't know start from where.

I miss Poly life, I miss Rexaz, I miss Training.

Yesterday was the 1st day of school in SIM, lecture was entertaining and fun.
Lecturer was a lady from Melbourn RMIT, she will be here for a week to guide us and give us tips for projects and exams. :)

1st lesson and I already have 2 projects on hand. Stress? Yes. but I am looking forward to it, because I know I am weak at writing reports and I want to learn.
There are so many things I wanna do Continue my driving lesson, sign up for english class, etc.
But all these are not cheap and I still need to pay interest monthly for my bankloan.

Recently I went for a job interview and I got it! It is a high pay job but at the same time it is quite risky.
The problem is, I don't know whether I can cope with it? Studies and work.
My Coach did asked whether do I want to work for her to be a part time Coach for pri sch.
I want to learn but I have no faith in myself. I'm a slow learner, will I do a good job or will I be a disappointment again?

Looking Forward

2010-08-29T21:47:00.000+08:00

Time now is 9.35pm, still have 25mins left before I knock off from work and
I am so hungry now! But it will be quite late by the time I reach home, so I guess I will just eat fruits and a glass of milk perhaps.

YOG events just ended and is really an awesome experience for everybody! well, at least for me :)
UT3 is next week, got to stay at home to revise for all modules cause I really wanna do well for this semester.

I am so looking forward to this coming holiday! There are training camp, cousin wedding dinner in Singapore and HongKong, Rexaz D&D and many more! Just can't wait :)))))

I remember coach once said to me that you can do can do it if you have the heart for it!
Ok! This sentence's apply to hell lots of things in my life.

Alright, got to end here, gonna off work soon! :DDDD

Busy busy busy but I like

2010-08-08T19:18:00.000+08:00

Well well, this coming friday will be the end of this semester ;)))))))
monday - training
tuesday - fyp presentation! Hope everything will go well
wed - JYOF event, MONSTER is coming down! Cant wait!
thursday - Duedate for fyp RJ and training
fri - training
sat - training
sun - Start of YOG events!

due to YOG, UT3 will be postpond after the event, which means have to revise all modules for 3 weeks till UT3. D;

Seriously....

I CAN'T WAIT FOR HOLIDAY TO COME!!!

Just training, work, spend time with family and friends.
No projects, no RJ!

~~I wanna learn backhand spring so f***ing bad!~~

2010-05-11T01:17:00.001+08:00

Met up with the girls last week

it've been a long time since I last saw them

3months ago?

But I was really happy to met up with them

although a few din make it

Went to Marina

Super nice!

Isn't it cute? Heart shape!

Me and Qi left first cause wanna catch the last bus

Sorry girls, I was busy with my phone at all times

but you all know abt it ya ;)

Looking forward the next outing!

2010-03-02T01:50:00.000+08:00

It been awhile since my last post. Well I'm glad to say that my EXAM is overrrrrrrrr!!!
and i'm ma enjoying my 10 freaking weeeeekssssss of holiday now! :D
Well, my term of enjoying means having 4part time jobs and going back school for trainings :)
24hrs is really not enough for me sometimes, how I wish it can be 48hrs perday.
All right, I'm ma talking craps now.

Not long ago before CNY, my poor little carpet passed away. ;'(

But I adopt another 3 hammies from my friend's friend, guess she have too many of it so wanna give away some. So I have a total of 4 hammies! 2 females and 2 males ;) Guess I can see small little hammies soon!

My Big Red Swollen lippy

2010-02-04T12:38:00.004+08:00

Have to wear mask to school due to my swollen lippy!

Well, I didn't know that I was actually allegic to some kind of tooth med

I swear the doctor face was damn funny when he saw my lip started to get swollen.. LOL!
Went to see doctor and it cost me 118bucks just for a small tube of cream!!

Gosh!

I am not allow to have Seafood, no Spicy food, no heated food and hot drinks

even drinking plain water also have to use a straw.

I can't have direct contact with the sun, after apply the the cream med have to wear mask to protect it, just in case will have infection.

How great can that be?

But luckily the doctor say it will recover before CNY!

just need to endure for a few day, wait for my lip skin to peel!

Destiny

2010-01-13T01:22:00.004+08:00

Took my heart to the limit, and this is where I gonna stay.....

"I'm sorry".....

is all I can say....

Belated Happy New Year

2010-01-06T02:22:00.014+08:00

Ok I know is abit late but still Happy New Year! :)

I am so looking forward to this year cause I know it will be a good year!
School started this week and I'm really drag myself up from bed everyday
well, I am still in a holiday mood! *Wake up Wake up!! UT is gonna start this week too!

Alright, my holiday was not bad and I am officially 21years old!
finally I can watch R21 movie with my friends, if not they always complain about it!
also got to be more responsible and sensible the way I think, say and in action

well well well, enough of words. I will let the pictures do talking

My Holidays

Melene 21st!

Stella 21st Birthday!

Rexmas Pajamas Party!

I will post my birthday and some other photos next time, too many photos to upload

holiday can be counted as Money Month and I really work my ass off

as I got quite a few of event jobs and was quite fun

This is YiJia, she was my partner for one of the event

A very funny and cheerful girl! Miss her lots!

Hope will have the chance to work with her again!

Alright, I going to sleep now!

A Painful Decision from Her

2009-12-09T12:15:00.003+08:00

I told myself is alright, I understand
I don't blame her, cause I know she is in a difficult position
she can't satisfied everyone of us

but I just donno why tears just roll down and I can't stop crying

I'm Sorry

2009-12-07T12:38:00.002+08:00

I really donno what to say now
I just wanted to help but I guess I help in a wrong way
and I'm sorry that things turn out this way
but I really really never add words into yr mouth
believe it or not, you should know me well
you are consider one of my close friend, I tell you almost everything
it sad that things turn out this way and I realized we are no longer that close anymore
What has happen between us? Did you change or did I change?
I’m always very grateful that I have you as my friend, but why things turn out to be in this way now?

PP Life Ended!

2009-12-03T14:01:00.005+08:00

Yuppie!!!!!!

I am free from PP!!!!
I am so nervous yesterday till I din eat anything all the way till after my presentation

total there are 3 facilitators sitting in front of me and they keep on bomb me questions

but I managed to answer all their bombing questions! Yea!

Overall it not so bad and I received their comments today!

their comments say good presentation and good elaboration. :D

it a PASS definitely!

After presentation, went to meet cheer ppl to have lunch before training

Elaine intro me a new drink!!

it is Yam Snow Blende, it tastes like momo chacha

not everybody like it I guess, I will still prefer Honey Snow Blende!

Elaine seriously is a crazy super hyper girl

while I was playing piano on stage, she can dance malay dance and pole dance which Yanling asked her to dance it out!

it was so funny!!!

I am so looking forward to holiday!!!!

so many events and trainings to attend!

Really looking forward to it!

HAPPY TREE FRIENDS!!!!

ALANA the TREETRUNK!

hahahahahahaha......

Childish Act

2009-11-17T11:40:00.003+08:00

Damn!
Rexaz training mats was stolen by some irritating no brain ppl
till now, we still can't find it =(
total 20 mats were stolen by them!
and they still used pen knife play tic tac toe on our mats!
Gosh!! So frustrated!!

Never mind, I believe in KARMA!!
what comes around goes around!

A New Post

2009-11-16T09:41:00.009+08:00

It been such a long time since I blog

alot of thing happened recently and I'm glad it finally over!!!

I know which road to choose to stay on, to hold on and to fight for it

and I am really glad that Rexaz didn't give up on me at that stage

Went to attend PP poster talk last week with Cres, treetrunk and ling

This is what we do while we are waiting!!

2009-10-16T15:21:00.003+08:00

I will clear up the mess I created

and will try my very best not to disappoint ppl around me!!

Mummy please get well soon

2009-09-07T15:58:00.000+08:00

My mum is seriouly ill now
I hope everything will be alright
no matter what, I'll stay by her side
she definetly will get well soon,
so please don't say that if you not around,
I must not cry and must take good care of myself
cause this is not going to happen!!

There are so many things happened to me recently
why is this so? Did I change? Am I no longer the Melinda I used to be?
I really have no idea, I feel so lost all a sudden.

Guilt all over me

2009-08-13T14:02:00.005+08:00

Tears roll down when you started to cry

I know the hurt that we done is more than you can take it

There are so many things that I want to talk to you

but I always don't know how to start

We love you, we really do

I'm really sorry I'm not there when you need somebody by your side

Team without you is not a Team anymore

your words is always a motivation to me since the day I know you

you are really a very strong girl for your age

I really respect you alot, but my action to you did another thing which let you down and hurt you deeply

You were there, when I need people to talk to

you were there, when I need a hug

But when you need people by your side

I am not there for you, not even a single moment

Once again, I didn't appreciate the people around me

Solution

2009-07-19T01:21:00.004+08:00

When there is no trust in a relationship

it will be very difficult for the relationship to continue

no matter how much you love each other

when there is no trust in it, the relationship just won't work

we will start to quarrel almost everyday

I will always feel insecure, even though you tried your very best to make me feel secure again

but the past will just keep on haunting me

it not that I didn't try, but at the end of the day it just come back

cause I will just be too sensitive to everything you do and say

I know both of us already feel very tired of my emotional

I want to know the truth yet I can't handle it well the truth that I get to know

whenever it become like this, we will just start to quarrel again

all that means is neither of us is listening to each other

We have our goals in our life

we can't let this matter to continue anymore

cause it won't do any good to both of us

Trust is not a one day thing

it need time and efforts to build it up again

but we are running out of time and we are getting tired of all these

Maybe we're better off this way

It's better that we break

because both of us know that we can't let this continue anymore

You and Me

2009-06-11T23:30:00.000+08:00

Everybody will choose to know the truth
And sometimes knowing the truth will be hurtful
So some ppl will actually choose not to know the truth
just because they don wan to get hurt
Last time I am this kind of person, cos I don wan to face it
I will rather want the person to lie to me than telling me the truth
just because I don wanna get hurt.

But now, I will rather ppl to tell me the truth
Cause I wanna learn how to face it, I don wanna run away anymore
Although it will get hurt sometimes, but I don mind

Knowing the truth will be better.

It just depend on how I will react and the decision I will make

I hope I can forgive and forget, but sometimes just very hard

I hope I can make it, I really really wanna try it again

the decision is on me now, so I must really consider properly

Busy

2009-05-27T14:08:00.000+08:00

It been such a long time since I update my blog
sorry ppl, quite busy nowadays
alot of things need to be done
but i guess i still can handle it
=)
A few days ago I went out with ling

for dinner and moive
let the pics say out loud

It was 2am in the morning

while we took all these pics

after dinner we went for midnight movie

after that we went Mac cafe

by the time we reached hm

it was about 5 in the morning

LOL

Healing

2009-04-11T22:38:00.003+08:00

Hi people

I am going to be fine

no need to worry

just need time to heal

I am single now

it is part of my fault

cause I always don't have time for him

can't accompany him always,

was always fierce to him

but this is also not an excuse for him

to actually kissed another girl and then

the next day broke up with me

told me that you had lose part of your feelings for me

This will be an lesson for me

if ever I have another boyfriend

I won't let all this happen again

We are having a trail break up now

but I don't dare to have high hope

to be with him again

cause I scared of disappointment

it happened once before

I believed everything happen for a reason

I will let nature take its course

if he is mine, he will still be mine in the end

if he is not mine, no matter how I beg or cry

he won't be mine

Cheerobics 22nd of March

2009-03-27T03:30:00.001+08:00

22nd of March is a very important for Rexaz

slept at 1.45am

wake up at 5am

reached school by 6.30am

leave school by 9.30am

reached Zouk by 10plus

and so on

........

This is the 2nd times

that Rexaz has joined Cheerobic

and .......

We have Won!!!!

My Coach Team (Maxtreme) got Champion

Girls Team (Mine) got 1st runner up

Co-ed Girls group got 2nd runner up

Co-ed group (Guys) got 1st runner up

All of us have won trophies!!

I will let the pictures do the saying

The painful hair tie

Rich helping munmun
with her skirt

Breakfast Time in bus

Us =D

Just reached

Cher, Der, me

The Juniors

Ting and me

My Hair

Alan, me and derren

Coach, zaza and cher

Birdy and her BF

Captain and Birdy

All of us before performance

All the contestants

Garther Time

Preparing

Coach Trophy

Other teams Partner Stunts

awesome!!

Captain BF

Coach Team

(Maxtreme)

Our stunts

2-2-1 with our trophy

=DDDDD

The Finals!

Co-ed Guys group with Coach

Co-ed Girls group with Coach

Girls team with Coach

These are just some of the photos

Too many photos if I upload all...

my facebook and friendster also have

mostly all in facebook

=DDDD

There are also have our performances Videos on Youtube

Coach Team (Maxtreme)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_CFphAzno_E

Girls Team(Mine)

Front View

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9qWYI7qsf9Y&feature=channel_page

Back View

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MsS3fAZTqHU&feature=related

Co-ed Guys Group

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bDpHj7eTYy0&feature=channel_page

Co-ed Girls Group

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XaMWCctpIrM&feature=channel_page

Enjoy!!!

7 more days

2009-03-16T16:52:00.000+08:00

7 more days to cheerobic

nervous + happy + scare + excited

Coach Audrey surprise us

by giving us 12 girls a pair of Nike socks each

she said that hope when we wear it during cheerobic

we will feel secure and warm

and of cause

ALL STUNTS UP!!

I love you Coach Audrey!!!

Sinful-ness

2009-03-03T18:55:00.001+08:00

My Favorite!!

Only a small little pic for me
=DDDDD

Rexaz camp is coming!!
looking forward to it
they say it will be a nightmare camp
cause will train till midnight??
mmm
anyway I am still very excited!!

=DDDD

Hope Coach Audrey will feel better
during the camp!!

=)))))))

Cheerobic will he held outside Zouk
which means the carpark there
guess it will be very hot!!
Why at there??
Don't understand!!
=((

Count down to Cheerobics
another 19 more days to go!!

Jia You!!
Jia You!!
JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!

No words that can express out my feelings

2009-02-19T17:07:00.001+08:00

Jia you Rexaz!!

We can do it!!

We won't let our coach Audrey down!!

Let not waste our time and efforts!!

We will do our 102% best on Cheerobic

to let others recognise us!!

=DDDD

I love you guys

thanks for all the motivation and supports

during training

=)))))))

Working plus Training

2009-02-08T19:07:00.000+08:00

My mum and me

Do we look alike?

Been really lazy to blog nowadays

haha

having my 12 weeks school holiday at the moment

WooHoo!!

but still have to go back to school
almost everyday for training

training is tough but fun

Competition will be held in March

Nervous!!

Hope everything will going to be fine

=)))

Feb is a month which make me unhappy

know why?

because of my job

I have requested to work 10days

but out of this 10days

I only indicated that I can work 2 sundays

my GL had remove all my working days

for this month

as they have hired alot of weekend temp staffs

who can commit all sundays

and some weekdays

=(((

I commited all sundays for most of the months

but just this month I have something on

on two of the sundays

so angry!!!

have to wait till March then can work

and must at least commit at least 3 sundays

if not they will not let me work

so bad!!

can't rest on sunday

=((((

Lucky I found another job

which is bookfair seller in primary sch

although the pay is not as good as SKII

but at least still have some income

=)))

Holidays is coming to town

2008-12-18T03:08:00.000+08:00

Cool~~
it holiday now
=D
so happy
finally can play till dawn
sleep till dust
hahahha
nah, of cause not
holiday for me is

Working
Training
Shopping
Accompany Mr Boy
Hanging out with my friends/Besties

parties/clubbing/pubbing
bla bla bla and go on
<3>

was been invited to Rich birthday party
have lots of fun at her house
once again
Thank You for inviting me to your Birthday Party

=D =D

will upload the photos soon
cause haven receive the photos yet
=))))))))

Have you guys watch Twilight?

OMG

it was AWESOME!!!!!

I love it so much

I wanna buy the whole serise story books to read

but must wait till next month

when I get my pay

simply can't wait for it

<3>

To my fellow team mates

please come down to training even you are not in the nationals

I know somehow you guys will feel left out

but trust me

you guys are not left out!!

I miss you all

please do come down for training

I'm sure others need supports from you guys

=)))))))

Holiday Coming

2008-12-12T06:33:00.000+08:00

Having Science module today
slack all the way
don't even know what the topic today
I just know is about sound wave

just having fun with my clicks in class today

bought alot of tibits

on our way back to class

we noticed something!!

Guess what we found

Delicious and Yummy

Happily opening

The Dark Egg

It is Kinder Surprise!!

<3>

Holiday

2008-10-29T17:37:00.000+08:00

This is a picture where Mr Boy is Botak head

*Gottcha*

Haha...

He is going to kill me

if he know that I post his this pic on my blog

=))))))

Taken this picture

while he was talking on phone

We went to WalaWala at Hollan-V

after I knocked off from work

Quite a nice place to chill

there live band was so cool!!

but there's really a lot of people

got to reach there early next time

Glass => mine
Bottles => him

In the taxi
on the way back to my house
can see the contrast of our skin tone??
haha

Will miss him damn much
as he will not be coming out this weekend
=((((

PS:

Thanks all my friends who were there for me
Love you all

New Classmates

2008-09-08T10:08:00.000+08:00

Finally school re-open
I am still in class E36J
same class but different classmates
=((((((

I was absent on the first day of sch
due to having fever on that day
lucky right?
lol

New classmates are friendly and nice
but still the Sem 1 E36J the BEST ever!!
Frankly speaking
I miss all of them
=((((

It was really not use to it when I was in class
no more funny and noise Iqmal
no more ShiQi the mother and Iqmal the son
no more Derick the LOL,duh...
no more Terrence the pussy ah beng techno songs and his tibits
no more Din nicer ever voice singing in the class
no more JoJo high pitch voice and Wendy her laughter
no more Angeline cock face and Jessica voice
no more Wei Liang the IT helpdesk
no more Alicia the bombing questions during presentation
no more Motherly Nancy teaching Conitive
no more slacking math lesson
no more many many others
everyone of them have went to different classes

*Damn Sad*
=(((((((

Iqmal and Matilda have came to E36J to find me
and also see the E36J during the first break
after that we went to 5th floor to find WeiLiang and Din
wanted to go find others at other block
but due to limited time
we will do it the next time

I hope there will have gathering soon
='(

I am working at Katong today
have msg and asked Wendy out to meet for lunch
cause she stay nearby here
but but but
I was too late
she was book-ed by her sugar-honey-chocolate
OMG...
btw that sugar-honey-chocolate I mention
is the name she call her darling Geshy(Boyfriend)

She said she was sorry and ask me to book her in advance next time
so she will make room for me
ROOM huh!!
so I told her I will prepare myself when she make room for me and her
=DDD
She and Geshy have came to visit-ed me just now
we chit chat for awhile
and I told Geshy that I will book his Wendy in advance next time
so that she can "make room" for me
he said No!!
LOL
Thank you for coming
=DDD
see you guys around in school

I'm Back

2008-08-25T03:11:00.000+08:00

Hello my dearest friends!!
=DDDDD

Sorry din update for so long
been busy like hell after I returned from Thailand

Anyway Thailand was really fun!!
it just that they don't really know
how to speak/listen to English
but ALWAYS act like they know
it was so irritated
=((

Anyway my friends and I are planning
to go next year during March
=DDDD

By the way
I wanna say sorry to some of my friends
cause I didn't get to buy the things they want
the trends there have change
so I can't find the things they want at there
many many Sorri-es to you all
I already try my best to find it

Never upload any photos
due to my lappy was down at the moment
that why I am blogging at my work place here
Handphone also can't function properly
sometimes can't receive messages or can't send out any messages
=((((((

I think is time to change a new handphone
=DDDDD

I am having 2 jobs at the moment
Office job and SKII
The office job is just a tem job
will stop working once I start my 2nd Sem

So my schedules at the moments are

Monday - Friday

Office 9am - 6pm
if need to work at SKII
I will work in the office till 1pm
then rush over to the counter which start work at 2pm to 10pm

Tuesday

After work
will rush to school for my cheerleading practise
6pm to 11pm
but of cause will be late for my practise cause I knock off on 6pm

Wednesday and Thursday

These days will normally be my OT days till 9pm

Friday

Work from 9am - 1pm in the office
rush to whichever counter I work
from 2pm to 10pm

Saturday

Wake up in the morning for my cheerleading practise
after that will go out with my Mr Boy

Sunday

Working at SKII again

Off Days??

None

my mum said I am crazy
and asked me am I superwomen??
LOL

But somehow I am quite regreted that I have taken up the offic job
cause I miss out a lot of fun!!
my cheerleading sentosa outing
no time for my Mr Boy
no time for my dearest friends
no time for my family
can't wake up in the afternoon
no more sleeping late at night

=(((((((

but when I think of the experience I have gained
and the money I have earn
I guess it is quite ok to sacrific
next holiday I won't be working so much
I wanna enjoy myself and spend time with everyone
=DDDDD

I am considering to change
blogspot to live journal
cause blogspot have been giving me alot
of troubles lately
which make me really fed up sometimes

Pictures Time!! I love it!!

2008-08-08T16:43:00.000+08:00

Today, most of my classmates wear formal

for our last ETP lesson

=((

during our 2nd break time

after our faci went out the class

it became cam whore time!!

=DD

Now

let me present to you the results of

Our Precious Photos

The+Guys.jpg"> This is all the guys in my class

(Except Teddy Derick)

This is a picture of Teddy Derick

Terrence the Pussy and Me

Joanne and Terrence

Finally
this is a picture of half of the class and Mr Kong
=DDDD

Now
let me present to you
My class went back to 70's Photos

Terrence and Shi Qi

Din, Terrence, Iqmal
(The Classic look of Terrence)

Commercial Poster??

Trying to look nerdy

Spects and High Waist Pant

Wendy, Wei Liang, Terrence

The Pussy and Little kid

Center Parting and Spects

LOL

Muscular us
=)))))

The most Classci people in my class

End of the 70's photos

Another class Photos with Conitive Facilitator

One of my favourit Faci
She is my Motherly Nancy

Part of the Class with our Motherly Nancy (Extrem Rightside)
(The Informal)

(The Formal)

End of my Class photos
Hope you guys enjoy
LOL

Meet up my JieMei for dinner
at Jurong Point on Wednesday night
Glad that I'm get to see everyone
but Rachel got to leave early
Stella need to work
so they didn't join us for dinner
=(((((

But never mind
we will always have chance
=DD

Me and Queeny Candice

Me and Zheng Ling

Did you see the two girls behind me?

Eling and Cloudy

=)))

Haven receive most of the photos

so just upload some of these photos first

=DDDD

By the way

I met FangFang at Vivo City (Tangs)

during my lunch time

so surprise!!

she also working at there during weekend

=))))

Me and Fang Fang!!

=DDDDDDD

Personality Test

2008-07-11T01:37:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth

and people like you

because you are so straightforward

You are an efficient problem solver because

you will listen to both sides of an argument

before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious

smart and determined people

You don't judge a book by its cover

so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style.

This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit

as soon as you meet the right person

you believe you will pretty much know

as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships

and aren't interested in wasting time with

people you don't really like

If you meet the right person

you will fall deeply and beautifully in love
Your views on education

You may not like to study

but you have many practical ideas

You listen to your own instincts

and tend to follow your heart

so you will probably end up with an unusual job

The right job for you:

You're a practical person

and will choose a secure job with a steady income

Knowing what you like to do is important

Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure

and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have

in case you don't succeed

Don't give up when you haven't yet even started!

Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control

Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel

Who is your true self:

You are mature

reasonable,honest

and give good advice

People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues

Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma

when trapped with a problem

which your heart rather than your head needs to solve

I take this website from Rachel

It is so accurate!!

You all can give it a try!!

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Good Bye my Hammy Xiao Bai

2008-06-29T06:36:00.000+08:00

The first time I saw you

you were sleeping just like a baby

I asked the pet shop owner
are you for sale?The pet owner said No
because you are being abandoned by your previous owner
just because you have tumors on your body
and whoever is that is a BASTARD
The pet owner said they are finding people to adopt you
I said I want to have you as my Pet
that was the first time we met
you were weak and terrifed
you were lovely and cute
you were obedient and nice

I know your tumors were making you very painful

I know you were trying your best to live everyday

You are very courageous

as you have fight with your illness along the road in this 8 months

Finally

I know you have to leave me

as you were getting thinner and weaker day by day

and

I'm sorry I didn't feed you your favourite food before you go

I know you have to go

even I'm really can't bear to part with you

I will miss you

hope you will have a better life next time

Holiday!!

2008-06-07T14:27:00.000+08:00

Finally it is holiday now!! so happy!!
no need to wake up early
no need to do RJ
no need to worry what to wear tomorrow
can work more and earn money
the most important things is
I can meet up my girls and have fun with them!!
haha
finally tomorrow is the day where
all of us will be going to Sentosa
=DDD

Alright
yesterday was so fun
my dearest ShiQi has just turn
18 years old!!
Congrats!!
yesterday have Jessi, Angelin, Wendy, Hamham and Me
celebrate birthday for her
we were suppose to meet 2.30pm
but all of us was late
the birthday girl was the first who reached
and waited for us
OMG
so sorry
we had our lunch at Cine Pasta Mania
YUMMY!!
after that we headed to Takashimaya
shop around at there while waiting for Hamham
she needed to help her mum to do some work before meeting us

ok, pictures time

Birthday Girl and me

Trying to be Funny

Applying LipGloss for Melene while Angelin is waiting for her turn. =D

Angelin turn to apply Lipgloss and she is so shy. LOL

We apply lipgloss is because we wanna take turn to give this Birthday Girl her Birthday Kiss

*Muack*

Lovely Wendy and Me

Prepared

The not so prepared for everyone

Not so prepared for Melene

The not so prepared for a number of us

Everyone except Angelin. LOL

Everyone prepared except me

Funny Message

2008-05-26T11:11:00.000+08:00

One of my friend has send me this through email
(Please refer below)
It was quite funny!!

!!ENJOY!!

ROMANCE MATHEMATICS

Smart man + smart woman = romance
Smart man + dumb woman = affair
Dumb man + smart woman = marriage
Dumb man + dumb woman =pregnancy

OFFICE ARITHMETIC

Smart boss + smart employee = profit
Smart boss + dumb employee = production
Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion
Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime

SHOPPING MATH

A man will pay $20 for a $10 item he needs
A woman will pay $10 for a $20 item that she doesn't need

GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS

A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife
A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend
A successful woman is one who can find such a man

HAPPINESS

To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little
To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot & not try to understand her at all

LONGEVITY (Not that true)

Married men live longer than single men do,but married men are a lot more willing to die

PROPENSITY TO CHANGE (Not that true)

A woman marries a man expecting he will change
but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change
and she does

DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE

A woman has the last word in any argument
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument

HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU TO GET MARRIED

Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings
poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me
'You're next'
They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals

Experience new things

2008-04-30T03:52:00.000+08:00

Things have not been good to me for this past two weeks
I did not get choosen from the Volleyball selection
the coach look like a dick head
did I said "Chip Chip Chip"??
Oh ya, I almost forget
when he was talking
he really sound like a bird
I was quite sad at that point of time
but after thinking
I was quite glad actually that I've not been choosen
you know why??
because I have joined Cheerleading and In Vogue
=D
In Vogue is actually about make up, fashions, etc
cheerleading training was so fun
people at there are all very friendly
I guess it also the time I should learn and experience new things
I am looking forward to this coming sat!!

PS:

I wanna say "THANK Q" to all those friends
who had tag me and comfort me
me and him are fine now =)
I felt so XIN FU to have you all with me

Quarrelling

2008-04-26T05:12:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry I shouted at you
But you also said things which hurt me deeply

I'm sorry I can't give you the sense of security you want
But I already has try my best to accompany you as much as I could

I'm sorry I can't be the perfect girlfriend you want me to be
But I really try to be the best girlfriend just for you that I could ever be

Maybe I'm really not the girl I used to be
A relationship with absolute no trust??
A heart, belonging to one who doesn't believe in me??
Does there still have future for us??
I really don't know
I don't wish to say Goodbye
But I also don't wish to quarrel everytime abt all these things
What should I do

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